For you.

.

It is for you my heart started aching,

the moment you started growing up.

You were such a child,

when I met you.

Such a puppy.

Suddenly,

you developed a cinic personality,

full of humor and laughter.

You filled my days in a weird,

unattended way.

We did love each other in an everyday's way.

You brought an extra bagel and I shared my home made meal.

You started cooking chef-like desserts

and I started looking.

Observing.

When you kind of flirted I was flattered,

although too young to allow for.

When your music started ressembling mine,

I was surprised.

When you liked french and starbuck's coffe,

I just laughed.

But when you grew thinner and big eyed,

I was shocked.

I maybe felt attracted,

but I couldn't imagine you that way.

This melody reminds me that

ironicly

I started dreaming

the moment I lost you

the moment you were looking

other ways

otherwise

For a place I cannot come into

with a code I cannot relate to

In a style that is not mine

With guys I cannot reach.

And now I miss you,

and my music reminds me of you,

such a charming, young, lovable man.

And maybe,

I feel blue.

.